She looked at me and then did the thing she did every time she woke up and I was here, which played a major role for my staying here. She moved in my chest, her eyes fluttering just before they open and cut the monologue I had, 3 seconds ago. That’s when I had realized I couldn’t do it. Since I first tried to kill her in the forest I think. How had I changed like that? Were was the old me? Of course I haven’t turned into the chocolates-flowers- I-love-you type and I wasn’t going to, but it was truth I had changed since…. Not protect her, go against Lucifer, woke up with her almost every day, threaten her ex, train her to kill angels or protect herself and surely not to leave Hell.
I was just supposed to play with her, hook up with her once or twice and then kill her or let Lucifer do it. Something must have gotten into me, I couldn’t explain it. I wouldn’t go against Lucifer, like ever but now I catch myself thinking of returning back to Haven for her. Normally I wouldn’t stick around for the morning after the sex but she had changed that. Normally I would get up and sneak out after the sex but with her it was different.
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